
About the film
This film is about a woman who has a Borderline Personality Disorder diagnosis. The first time she tried to kill herself, she was five years old. Now she is 45 and hell-bent on trying to live – most of the time.
She reacts on impulse, attacks, distracts, meditates, offers social commentary, trips over herself, laughs, judges, burns bridges, makes social gaffes, apologizes, loses her cool, philosophizes and remains dogged in her search for recovery.


people
director
Rebbie Ratner
editors
Pascal Troemel, Sara Zandieh, Anita Gabrosek, Rebbie Ratner
producers
Rebbie Ratner, Suzanne Mitchell
executive producer
Barbara Kopple
music
Timo Ellis, Roger Greenawalt



HOME USE – DIGITAL DOWNLOAD OR STREAMING
Available on VHX worldwide (“watch now”). Not for use in public screenings.
EDUCATIONAL DVD / BLU RAY
This DVD or Blu Ray comes with a public performance license intended for universities, libraries, and other institutions and is available through our educational distributor, Collective Eye or directly from the filmmaker. This Includes 88 minute version of the film with English subtitles and closed captioning.
$295 USD

CLINIC / INSTITUTION / ORGANIZATION / PRACTICE
This DVD or Blu Ray comes with a public performance license that allows organizations to hold as many non-theatrical public screenings of the film as they would like. Includes 88-minute version of the film with English subtitles and closed captioning.
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$295 USD

HOME USE DVD / BLU RAY
Worldwide: Includes 88-minute version of the film with English subtitles and closed captions. Not for use in public screenings.
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$20 USD

WILL TRAVEL / WILL SKYPE
The filmmaker, Rebbie Ratner, and (if you wish) cast and crew would love to connect with your community in real time. We can travel or Skype pre or post screenings and are happy to make classroom visits, speak on panels or answer audience questions. Rebbie has had substantial treatment for BPD and while by no means an expert therapist, has been treated by exceptional clinicians and has a fair degree of experiential knowledge to contribute to the conversation. Please email us and let us know what you have in mind so we can discuss rates and availability.

HOST A COMMUNITY SCREENING
Intended for mental health community clinics, support groups, grassroots advocates and other small groups. This option includes a public performance license for one non-theatrical screening. We will email you a flyer and poster templates and will help get the word out on social media. If you work with a university, for-profit mental health clinic or clinical practice, please choose the Public Screening option below. If you intend to hold the event in a theater and/or sell tickets, please contact us.
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$95 USD

HOST A PUBLIC SCREENING
Intended for universities, hospitals, large mental health clinics, and other sizable institutions. This option includes a public performance license for one non-theatrical screening. We will email you a flyer and poster templates and will help get the word out on social media. If you intend to hold the event in a theater and/or sell tickets, please contact us.
Note: you do not need a PayPal acct. Select “pay with debit or credit card” below the login screen
$200 USD
WHY WE ASK FOR SCREENING FEES…?
Screening fees help us cover labor and the costs of self-distribution. In addition, we aim to maintain and update the content on our Youtube channel, Borderlinernotes, which offers free access to world-class clinicians about mental health. Payments we receive help us continue to feed this channel and information source. If you are part of a patient/consumer-run group or organization and your budget can’t accommodate our rates, please reach out to Collective Eye, our educational distributor, and explain your circumstances, as they should be able to assist.
calendar
2017 screenings
April 2: National Council for Behavioral Health Conference / Natcon, Seattle, WA
April 30: Diverse Minds Film Festival, Redding, CA. – 1pm
2016 screenings
November 15: The Ridgefield Playhouse, Ridgefield CT – 7pm Tickets are FREE (call 203.438.5795)
November 13: DOC NYC, Cinépolis Chelsea New York, NY – 12:30pm
November 11: DOC NYC, IFC Center New York, NY – 10:45am
October 28: DOC LA. Raleigh Studios Theaters (Chaplin theater), Hollywood, CA – 7:30pm
October 15: Brown University (Granoff Center), Providence, RI. Martins Auditorium – 7:30pm FREE
August 31 & September 4: Portland Film Festival, Portland OR
August 4-7: American Psychological Association Film Festival. Denver CO
July 31: Woods Hole Film Festival. Falmouth MA
June 29: Patient-organized screening for CITPD participants, New York, NY
May 19: Tara for Boderline Personality Disorder, New York NY
May 7: McLean Hospital, Cambridge MA
April 28: Mt. Sinai St. Luke’s Roosevelt Hospital, New York NY
April 23: General Psychiatric Management Workshop, New Orleans LA
April 11: University of Texas at Austin, Austin TX
April 9 & 10: Sarasota Film Festival
February 28: Big Sky Documentary Film Festival, Missoula MT




